Lauren

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2006-10-11T21:51:50Z

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best U2 song! (i think so, at least.) :\

2005-02-16T02:15:14Z

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

Happy New Years!!

2005-01-02T01:38:04Z

*throws confetti* :) I hope all of you had a safe and fun and -uhm- happy new years. --uhh-- yeah! XD

My brother came down from L.A., so we all just stayed home and listened to music, ate lots of Puerto Rican food, drank (some more so than others, but..) and played games. T'was fun. :)

I'm gonna go make some chocolate dessert now and then go get ready to go to the movies. :) WHOO! Fun stuff.

dementedxdreams @ 2004-03-29T19:25:00

2004-03-30T03:25:35Z

Hi Lauren!
It's Kara! And I have invaded your journal! Please take notice of the loverly changes I have made to your layout! Yes, I am wonderful! I even wrote you a bio, all by myself! Hope you like it! hehehe.. Talk to you later, love!

xoxo,
Kara

stolen from angel_of_chaos

2003-12-29T10:21:31Z

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

01. i want to be happier
02. i wish i could believe in myself
03. I'm awfully shy in front of adults and people I don't know
04. i wish i had more experience
05. i wish I owned vinyl clothing
06. change scares me
07. i want to learn to play the guitar
08. I secretly dream of being a rock star
09. i want to travel
10. i'd love to live in Scotland
11. i wish I could write stories/poetry/songs
12. i am not really that nice of a person
13. i crave motivation
14. i don't want to live in the shadows of another
15. I love going to concerts in small clubs/venues

16. I care too much about what other people think of me
17. i plan to use my LJ more in the coming year
18. i don't want to try anymore
19. I DON'T think A LOT about what I write/say to people before writing/saying it
20. i can get lost in my own fantasies
21. i'm too mean
22. i sometimes wish i lived in another time
23. i don't worry about things as much as I should
24. i think WAY too much
25. i miss my sanity - though i doubt i've ever had it
26. i wish i could completely change myself
27. i hate living here
28. i am a dork
29. i wish i could make people laugh WITH me, not AT me
30. i eat too much
31. i don't have many friends
32. i want to be emotionally secure
33. i'm not as "nice and innocent" as i appear to be
34. i wish i was pretty
35. i wish people would stop treating me like i'm 12
36. guys with piercings are sexy; they excite me
37. I am petrified of the future
38. I am petrified of being a failure
39. i feel like a failure
40. i have trouble letting the past go
41. i still don't get what the point of living is
42. i want to be independent
43. i don't really miss the friends i've lost, b/c i obviously lost them for a reason
44. i have more than 200 tank tops - crazy, huh?
45. i can stay mad for months if I have to
46. i say sorry even though i don't think I have anything to be sorry for
47. I love confrontation - it gets me into a lot of trouble, come to think of it.
48. i'll be 19 on March 5th
49. i want to fall in love
50. I would love to be someone else
51. i wish i could sleep forever
52. i want to live with an awesome gay guy just once.
53. i wish i could feel sexy for at least one day
54. I feel invisible
55. i like to be alone
56. listening to music calms my nerves
57. i want twins
58. i want to lose weight
59. i want to make my parents proud
60. i wish i had my brother's talent
61. i sometimes wish i could be my sister
62. I obsess over things
63. i rarely buy anything that's not on the clearance rack
64. i'm messy, but i'm getting better
65. i wish i didn't care so much
66. i wish i could meet my LJ friends
67. I wish I were more outspoken
68. i have to get jaw surgery in a couple months
69. i wish I could be 4 again
70. i miss actual seasons besides "hot" and "cold"
71. My feelings get hurt easily
72. i wish i could avoid reality sometimes
73. i wish i had more friends here
74. i remember a lot, but pretend that i'm REALLY forgetful
75. i can't remember the last time I was really happy
76. i have had suicidal thoughts
77. i fear rejection
78. i like getting hand written letters.
79. I hate fake people
80. i have secrets i wish i could share
81. i wish i were smarter
82. i feel fat
83. i hate school
84. I like to sleep
85. i need a life
86. I'm frequently late
87. I wish I had a cool accent
88. I love boys with cool accents
89. I want to love someone and have them love me back
90. i am afraid to love
91. I don't want to be me
92. i would gladly hurt if it spared someone else from suffering
93. i wish i were more interesting
94. i dwell on things too much
95. i fear it will never get better
96. I have a hard time accepting/believing compliments
97. i want to stop hurting
98. i miss a lot of people.
99. i wish i could find a job
</b>100. i really don't want to start 2nd semester.</b>

dementedxdreams @ 2003-09-13T02:18:00

2003-09-13T09:23:08Z

Yes, my journal is now FRIENDS ONLY!

My reason for this is because I want to know who is reading this. It has come to my attention that certain people, who I would rather not have reading my journal, are. Also, because I don't want any drama. I don't want people FALSELY quoting me to make trouble.